I need to get out of this town
where we kiss the same boys, sometimes in the same night, and everything is fun for a little while but then the inside of my chest feels heavy in the morning and I’m afraid that every time I do this it takes a little bit more of me away because I can’t recover from this constant insecurity. Fuck.
The boy I lost my virginity to and I just happen to be at the same beach house where it happened, and he’s wearing dad sunglasses. I give up.
